Thursday, January 5, 2012

9. twentytwelve

2012, i welcome you with open arms.

in 2011, i endured the agony of a broken heart. of someone who cheated on me. the worst thing was he cheated on me with a friend i knew. the pain was almost too much to bear. i was with this guy, i gave him my heart and soul, for almost 6 years.

at that time, i was transitioning into a new job. it was a lot to take in. thankfully, my new job kept my occupied without thoughts of him.

the heart is a fragile thing, almost paper thin. when i discovered the truth, yes i cried. for hours. wondering all the what-ifs. was it my fault? i blamed myself for so long. i destroyed my own self, drinking, smoking, going out with all the douchebags of the world.

then i realised only you can make yourself free. only you, only have the power to be the phoenix that rises free from the ashes. i will be happy. i will be free.

and so, for 2012, i have vowed to:-
  • be fitter and toned. bootcamps and futsal!
  • save up money and travel to at least 3 different countries
  • start learning how to invest my money
  • redecorate my room
  • will not be afraid in relationships
  • to try and blog at least once a week
all these goals are achievable so hopefully at the end of this year I will be crossing them all out. hopefully you guys made some resolutions that you will be sticking to throughout 2012!

2 comments:

  1. way to go girlfriend! keep the spirit up! you'll always be our cuddly wuddly furby and we'll always have your back. no matter what! <3

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  2. Hahah cuddly wuddly furby -___-

    Thanks for the support babe <3 Means a lot to me :)

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